Before that kinda immune to the tiredness as already used to it. But ever since i try to dissociate breast and sleep, I put myself into trouble. Baby cried screamed, feel bad not to feed him or soothe him with my magic boobs. After reading from few breastfeeding sites, found some words are encouraging and I got back my spirit to continue to feed at night with happy bonding with baby. The link below is some scientific evidence based of night feeding:
Just now sitting in front of laptop, doing some work and suddenly have the thought that afterall when baby grow up a little, I can still have some quiet time like now. But after a while, tiredness shoot up, I feel like mentally and physically wear off, thats why im hitting the blog here now. I hope that I can get the immunity and continue my night time happily and wake up smiley.
Motherhood is a lifetime study, is never ending, even harder than getting a phD, which im going to enrol soon. I know I can always do it!
By the way, dropped phone and broken screen, well, im still typing. No sense of upset, which i see it as a good thing, i let go the feeling. Is been 3 years, kinda long enough for him to serve me. I will still continue to use it until i got money to fix it.
Still working on qPCR issue now, wanna find some explanation for my results, dont want to agree that my AAV is less efficient than LIPO. Hmm 🤔
