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My very first out station business trip by myself is rather scaryyy - thats an invader in my room. Scared me off. I can't handle invader 😖 

I was initially super excited coming for the workshop, thought that it was in the island and hoping to have char koey teow. After confirmation only realized that the venue is somewhere deep inside like jungle/forest kind of place. Kinda disappointed didnt able to get good food every night. This is a small town mainly with malay population. Before that we couldn't even locate a better hotel, mainly are home stay and the one Im staying now is the best among all. I told myself must be grateful for getting the best hote here. 

After checked in, one of the participants came along told me that was bugs inside her room. Mine seems okay, except just feeling some flies or bugs maybe surrounded my legs. When I wanted to wash up, and their so called toiletries just a shampoo bottle, 2 soaps and a shower cap, thats all. I called them up and they have me to go out to 7-11 to buy as they dont supply toothbrush as toiletries. Okay is fine. 

What I'm totally not fine is when I couldn't sleep well maybe due to new environment, plus there is family staying on the same floor who have kid kept crying. I think I have insomnia. I woke up and wanted to take my phone. I saw a black patch on the floor, my first instinct is to see if the patch is moving. I feel something not right and I wore my spec immediately and checked again. Omg! The creature that I scared the most was there 😵😭😭 I wanted to run and feel so helpless. 

The first thing I did is to call the reception and asked for help! Luckily immediately they sent someone here to catch it. I was really scared and now I totally can't sleep. Too scared for any invader here again. 

Hopefully I can manage to get some sleep. Tomorrow is the first day of the workshop and I have to be energetic at least on the first day. How wish is 6 ish in the morning now, at least I can quickly freshen up and go down for breakfast early to end my nightmare. 

Pray hard nothing else appear and gimme some good sleep pleaseeeee 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻