It is always easy for people to judge people. You are not them, how do you know what are they thinking bout?
I have her to go back to sleep. She said you still can sleep well with snoring. I kept quite. She didnt know she is always judging by her own set of mindset. She never know that i jumped out from bed every night for multiple times. I couldnt sleep well. I was terrified. Feeling Suffocated. She think that she is the only one who get hurt. She didnt know that she hurt me deeper than she think i hurt her. Those curse, those unpleasant words, vulgar words that she used, never like what a m should said.
I got no choice. I was born with it. When she is starting a conversation, i was scared and Every time i activated my shield and she said i was cold blooded, like an animal, selfish, bad woman etc on and on... i cant talk to her, i dont want to hurt her, i try to minimize my conversation with her. Now she even said that going over for home cooked food is cheap!
She is been physho me for weeks. I feeling collapsed soon.
满肚子的心事 能向谁说去 is just me i & myself
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